Friday, July 25, 2014
When all hell breaks loose
Recently I was in the hospital because I was ill. And it was all my doing. I let myself slip into a deep, dark place of despair and depravity so bad that my own mind was working so horribly against me that I did something so terrible and I ended up in the hospital for two weeks. Thankfully, a friend I have known since 2002 from back home in my native state of Texas was able to help me out.
I guess what it was really about or boiled down to was a combination of many different things because of some very bad things that happened to me in the distant and recent past and my present living situation. I don't want to mention too much about myself on the internet because I have often found people seem to get a twisted thrill out of using things against you for their own sick enjoyment.
So after I was released from the hospital last Friday afternoon I have since spent the days and nights just relaxing and reflecting back on what I did that Thursday Afternoon of July 10th, 2014. I also thought about what would've happened had my friend not been able tor willing to help me out. I am grateful that he cared enough about me. He is the true definition of a friend and I can honestly say without a doubt he really is a friend.
Now that I am doing better I will still continue to focus on writing and try not to look back, but I had to at least write about this and acknowledge what I did rather than ignore what I did as if it never occurred. Ignoring a problem doesn't make it go away.
I'm not sure if anyone actually reads anything I write, but for me writing things out actually does help me through things. So as I listen to an old 80's country music station on Pandora music on my phone, I am writing this blog entry. Yes I love old classic 80's country music and backwards because that is what I was raised up listening to. And being from Texas a cowboy state you can bet your bottom dollar that is what you are going to hear people listening to if you ever happen to visit. Texas is a great state. Go longhorns!
At the time of this blog posting I now have my computer back from Hp so I am back to working on reviewing and editing a new short story I have written for the Southern Gothic Tales series that I have started. Alongside of that I have also started writing a sci-fi series that takes place about 100 years or so from now.
The sci-fi series I plan on being a series of multi-part short stories similar to my Southern Gothic Tales shorts. It will be its own self contained universe as well. Once the first short story is developed I can start revealing more in-depth details about it here on my blog and of course once I have a concrete copyright in place.
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