*Twilight of Summer*
To be fair to anyone actually reading this, you should know there are parts of my life that my illness has affected me on so many levels and to such a degree, that there will be things I feel I can't share on this blog. I feel if I were to share certain things it would make people look at me even more like I belong in Arkham Asylum than anyone else in Batman's rogues gallery. I'm not sure if I'm to that level of trust yet. Not after I was so brutally betrayed four years ago by someone who I thought was a friend. And then again this summer.
It always seems to come down to that deep trust factor. Everytime I think I can trust someone I am proven wrong without fail. Regardless of how cynical I may seem sometimes, I still try to keep a somewhat positive attiude. I do know there are decent people out there. I'll find them because I know they're just like me. They just want to find other decent people to sit back with and catch snowflakes on their tongue.